been a while...

I finally went to the doctor after 6 months. I got some antibiotics and should be all healed up in ten days... also awaiting results of a blood test....

Anyways, I am looking for a white tuxedo that I can touch before I buy it. I don't want to rent it, especially not for $150 when I can find plenty to buy for less than that. The problem I am having is that the sites that sell them look like they were designed with free software from 1990. I don't trust poorly designed websites, and you shouldn't either. The brick and mortars sell everything on earth formal-wise that isn't a white tux. If anyone has any ideas, let me know.

Grieving

My grandfather died today, and there are so many things going through my head. I think what sticks out the most in my mind right now is the chance I got to speak to him on the phone one last time. I've never had that before with anyone I have known that passed on, and I had no idea what to say, but it means a lot to me that I got a chance to say something.